Sunday, July 17, 2011

Proper 11A_RCL - July 17, 2011
St. Benedict’s, Los Osos CA
The Rev. Brian H. O. A. McHugh

Genesis 28: 10-19a Ps 139: 1-11,22-23 Rom 8: 12-25 Matthew 13:24-30,36-43


I don’t know about you. But what I require from the Scripture we hear week by week is a window into Reality. I see Jesus’ parables about the Kingdom as just such windows. They express what He believed to be Reality, and He invites us to engage with them and use them to clarify our vision about the essence of Life in general and our own Life in particular. Human beings always have agendas of course, open or hidden! We see it in the Gospel today. I agree with many scholars who believe that the “interpretation” of the parable is an add-on by an apocalyptic faction within the community that produced the Gospel we call “Matthew”. I’m sure they sincerely believed that they were interpreting Jesus “correctly”. I’m equally sure they had their own hidden local agenda. It’s up to you and me to discern if there is anything helpful in their interpretation for us today. (Not for me!) Seeing the Scriptures for what they are and how they were formed is in itself a challenge to see Reality!

The writer and retreat leader Judy Cannato, in her very engaging book “Radical Amazement: Contemplative Lessons from Black Holes, Supernovas, and Other Wonders of the Universe”, says, “Contemplation is a long loving look at what is real”. Personally, I don’t generally believe in Absolutes, including Reality. My intention this morning is to invite you to join me in contemplating the Reality Jesus offers in this kingdom parable, and to consider what Realities we chose to live by.

Here’s what I think the parable says about the nature of Life, about Reality: Human Beings are capable of Good and Evil – Love and Un-love. It distorts Reality if we deny both those characteristics - if we delude ourselves that we were created “Good” and some outside force makes us “do bad”. The wheat and the tares grow together. The enemy is within - and must be recognized and faced. The God of Love and the Prince of Lies are the two faces of the coin of Life. What is critical is, if we deny this Reality, we diminish the ability to manage our lives; we live in a fantasy which robs us of the power to see clearly and accurately and make appropriate choices. We shift the blame, as Adam and Eve did, and when we do that, we lose Eden. Remember that in contemplating parables, the details of the story are not the point; the point is found in contemplating the dynamics the story raises and in grasping the implications. There is always a snake in the Garden; the issue is, do we listen to the snake.

We have to manage Life. That’s the implication of the Householder telling the slaves not to gather the weeds, but to let them grow together “until the harvest”. We can’t eliminate weeds entirely; they are always intertwined with the grain. I have learned to my chagrin that dousing a plot with Round-Up ruins the ground for any flowers! And I have learned, as did the Buddha, that trying to eliminate tendencies to un-Love doesn’t work. Millenia of self-flaggelating monks prove this. But we can manage them, as any gardener knows, so they don’t overwhelm. In Life, we have to manage our tendencies towards what is unlovely, unkind, ungenerous, and nurture what enhances our own humanity and our fellow human beings. “Cutting back weeds” is what we constitutes our spiritual path. We are responsible for deciding the principles by which we will strive to live, and how to nurture what encourages and strengthens us for the Journey. Trust in a God of Compassion; recognition of our intrinsic value; Confession, Repentance, and Absolution; and acknowledgment of our unity with all our fellow human beings come to mind. Life has many times of harvest; if we manage our plot well, the ripe grain, i.e., the fruits of Love, can be harvested and the tares burnt, or robbed of their destructive power. But the Reality is: we shall always live with Good and Evil as part of who we are. And no outside factor can be blamed.

In the parable, the tares were sewn “when everyone was asleep”. This brings to mind that little injunction in the Office of Compline: “Be sober, be watchful; your adversary the Devil prowls around like a roaring lion seeking someone to devour”; “resist him, firm in your faith”. I have come to see that spiritual life is mostly about “being awake”. It is so easy to lose awareness of the Realities of our lives. Staying awake to the Truth about ourselves – both the positive and the negative - is both a challenge - and very freeing.

I understand the Good Seed as the potentiality we all have, in the inner field that is our lives, for Love, and for all that Love implies about the high character of being Human, of being “made in the image” of the God we Christians worship, and which we see manifested in Jesus. Grasping the character of that Love, and acting it out, is the essence of our Life’s Work.

Judy Cannato continues: “How often we are fooled by what mimics the real. Indeed, we live in a culture that flaunts the phony and thrives on glittering fabrication. We are so bombarded by the superficial and the trivial that we can lose our bearings and give ourselves over to a way of living that drains us of our humanity. Seduced by the superficial, we lose the very freedom we think all our acquisitions will provide. When we are engaged in the experience and practice of radical amazement, we begin to distinguish between the genuine and the junk.”

Here at St. Benedict’s, let us help each other, anchored in the Holy Eucharist, in the Christ, in the heart of the Gospel Message, and in the character of Christian community, to embrace Reality. As Dr. King said, “I can never be what I ought to be until you are what you ought to be.”

Sunday, July 10, 2011

Homily for the Gay Pride Liturgy
SLO Mission Square
July 10, 2011
The Rev. Brian H. O. A. McHugh

“Taking Back the Good News”
[ Theme for the Liturgy ]


“God” is an awesome concept. Some very early religionists insisted on calling God “Nothing”, to make the point that once you’ve said everything there was to say about God, you’ve said Nothing.

I have come to think that there are basically two types of religious folk: one for whom the idea of God grows more and more vast as they journey into the Great Mystery, and the other whose idea of God diminishes and narrows. In my experience, the former become embracing, welcoming, compassionate, and inclusive; they recognize that they are one with God and with every other person. The latter become more and more pinched, judging, and exclusive; their “God” more and more tribal, and more and more small.

Religiously, I started as a Scottish Presbyterian in Canada, age five. By age 8, I knew I was whatever the word for Gay was then - sissy, I think; this complicated things. I became an Anglican at age 19. At age 21, I became a monk in the Episcopal Church. If I ever wondered if God existed, the fact that I ended up in a deeply rich and open religious setting of mostly Gay men convinced me that, in whatever mysterious manner, She did! It saved me from a lot of pain and grief. At 27, I was ordained a priest, and, even though it was still Don’t Ask, Don’t Tell” in the Episcopal Church, it was definitely affirming to hear the Bishop ask, “Is it your will that Brian be ordained a priest” and hear 250 people shout loudly, “It is!” I retired in 2008 after 40 years in ministry at age 62, and 4 days ago I turned 65. And relentlessly, throughout my Life, God has gotten vaster, more Mysterious, more inclusive, more loving, more compassionate, more glorious.

What’s been at the heart of this Journey? Being Queer! And I will tell you why. “Being Queer” is a metaphor to the larger Truth that the idea of “God” is formed by the struggle of human beings for identity and affirmation, particularly in the face of oppression and discrimination. There is not one of us here this afternoon who has not experienced these things in some way. You can see this in the Scriptures of every religion. Every culture develops deities who affirm, strengthen, encourage and empower its people. The Jewish people come to mind, as do the African-American people in our country. The great 16th C Mogul Emperor of India, Akbar, in his wisdom understood that “all religions are “historically developed” and “products of their time and the land of their origin”. Where we often go awry is when tribal gods remain tribal gods; when we fail to recognize Akbar’s insight that “all the nobler religions ….. radiate from the one eternal truth”.

The great Nothing, the great Mystery of God, does indeed work in mysterious ways to become Known. She has “spoken” through the oppression and struggle of many many peoples and individuals. Now it is the time for Queerfolk confidently to take our place in this divine revelation. But for a few exceptions, Queerfolk who do manage to escape the oppression of tribal religions with their narrow views of God and the diversity of the human creation know that God is Goodness, Compassion, Justice, Kindness, Inclusion - and that all human beings who strive for the deepest authentic humanity strive to image and to be One with these things. And: we know that we Queerfolk are radically, intrinsically OK!

I have a few words for those in America and in our World, of the likes of Michelle Bachman and her ilk, who seek to impose their tribal gods and their fear and exclusion on Queerfolk or any others. The first is from the Christian monk Thomas Merton; he said, “A faith that supports itself by condemning others is itself condemned by the Gospel." The second is a word of caution from that great wise crone philosopher many of us know and love, known as Maxine; she said, “Life is like a jar of jalapeno peppers ..... what you "eat" today might burn your ass tomorrow”.

Those of us who follow a religious path know and value the Wisdom of our traditions. I would also offer a bit of spiritual and practical advice for all of us, Queer and not, as we seek to live out our radical OKness, from the Roman philosopher Marcus Aurelius: he wrote, “"The first rule is to keep an untroubled spirit. The second is to look things in the face and know them for what they are." Jesus’ version was, “Be wise as serpents and gentle as doves”.

The God Who is Love and Truth has spoken throughout human history through those who have been oppressed. Now is the time for Queerfolk and all who are one with us to take back the Good News from those who have stolen and perverted it in the name of their petty tribal gods. We are all One, and we are all beloved, the more so that we strive to act in Compassion, do not fear those different from us, seek to honour and respect the dignity of every human being, and seek to serve others in kindness and generosity and justice.

Today we take back the Good News. Let us live it well ….. and with our usual Gay Abandon!