Sunday, July 17, 2011

Proper 11A_RCL - July 17, 2011
St. Benedict’s, Los Osos CA
The Rev. Brian H. O. A. McHugh

Genesis 28: 10-19a Ps 139: 1-11,22-23 Rom 8: 12-25 Matthew 13:24-30,36-43


I don’t know about you. But what I require from the Scripture we hear week by week is a window into Reality. I see Jesus’ parables about the Kingdom as just such windows. They express what He believed to be Reality, and He invites us to engage with them and use them to clarify our vision about the essence of Life in general and our own Life in particular. Human beings always have agendas of course, open or hidden! We see it in the Gospel today. I agree with many scholars who believe that the “interpretation” of the parable is an add-on by an apocalyptic faction within the community that produced the Gospel we call “Matthew”. I’m sure they sincerely believed that they were interpreting Jesus “correctly”. I’m equally sure they had their own hidden local agenda. It’s up to you and me to discern if there is anything helpful in their interpretation for us today. (Not for me!) Seeing the Scriptures for what they are and how they were formed is in itself a challenge to see Reality!

The writer and retreat leader Judy Cannato, in her very engaging book “Radical Amazement: Contemplative Lessons from Black Holes, Supernovas, and Other Wonders of the Universe”, says, “Contemplation is a long loving look at what is real”. Personally, I don’t generally believe in Absolutes, including Reality. My intention this morning is to invite you to join me in contemplating the Reality Jesus offers in this kingdom parable, and to consider what Realities we chose to live by.

Here’s what I think the parable says about the nature of Life, about Reality: Human Beings are capable of Good and Evil – Love and Un-love. It distorts Reality if we deny both those characteristics - if we delude ourselves that we were created “Good” and some outside force makes us “do bad”. The wheat and the tares grow together. The enemy is within - and must be recognized and faced. The God of Love and the Prince of Lies are the two faces of the coin of Life. What is critical is, if we deny this Reality, we diminish the ability to manage our lives; we live in a fantasy which robs us of the power to see clearly and accurately and make appropriate choices. We shift the blame, as Adam and Eve did, and when we do that, we lose Eden. Remember that in contemplating parables, the details of the story are not the point; the point is found in contemplating the dynamics the story raises and in grasping the implications. There is always a snake in the Garden; the issue is, do we listen to the snake.

We have to manage Life. That’s the implication of the Householder telling the slaves not to gather the weeds, but to let them grow together “until the harvest”. We can’t eliminate weeds entirely; they are always intertwined with the grain. I have learned to my chagrin that dousing a plot with Round-Up ruins the ground for any flowers! And I have learned, as did the Buddha, that trying to eliminate tendencies to un-Love doesn’t work. Millenia of self-flaggelating monks prove this. But we can manage them, as any gardener knows, so they don’t overwhelm. In Life, we have to manage our tendencies towards what is unlovely, unkind, ungenerous, and nurture what enhances our own humanity and our fellow human beings. “Cutting back weeds” is what we constitutes our spiritual path. We are responsible for deciding the principles by which we will strive to live, and how to nurture what encourages and strengthens us for the Journey. Trust in a God of Compassion; recognition of our intrinsic value; Confession, Repentance, and Absolution; and acknowledgment of our unity with all our fellow human beings come to mind. Life has many times of harvest; if we manage our plot well, the ripe grain, i.e., the fruits of Love, can be harvested and the tares burnt, or robbed of their destructive power. But the Reality is: we shall always live with Good and Evil as part of who we are. And no outside factor can be blamed.

In the parable, the tares were sewn “when everyone was asleep”. This brings to mind that little injunction in the Office of Compline: “Be sober, be watchful; your adversary the Devil prowls around like a roaring lion seeking someone to devour”; “resist him, firm in your faith”. I have come to see that spiritual life is mostly about “being awake”. It is so easy to lose awareness of the Realities of our lives. Staying awake to the Truth about ourselves – both the positive and the negative - is both a challenge - and very freeing.

I understand the Good Seed as the potentiality we all have, in the inner field that is our lives, for Love, and for all that Love implies about the high character of being Human, of being “made in the image” of the God we Christians worship, and which we see manifested in Jesus. Grasping the character of that Love, and acting it out, is the essence of our Life’s Work.

Judy Cannato continues: “How often we are fooled by what mimics the real. Indeed, we live in a culture that flaunts the phony and thrives on glittering fabrication. We are so bombarded by the superficial and the trivial that we can lose our bearings and give ourselves over to a way of living that drains us of our humanity. Seduced by the superficial, we lose the very freedom we think all our acquisitions will provide. When we are engaged in the experience and practice of radical amazement, we begin to distinguish between the genuine and the junk.”

Here at St. Benedict’s, let us help each other, anchored in the Holy Eucharist, in the Christ, in the heart of the Gospel Message, and in the character of Christian community, to embrace Reality. As Dr. King said, “I can never be what I ought to be until you are what you ought to be.”

1 comment:

matter+spirit said...

I need some context for that last quote from Dr King -- 'cause it sounds like the world "out there" needs to change before I can...and we know that's not true.... What's your thought?